Back then, I'm just a small girl who try to find her place in this big world. I met failure. I felt alone. I fear about many thing. I'm not beautiful. I'm just a chubby girl who have nothing to shown. I don't have any talent. I'm not intelligent. I like to rebell. I don't want people see my poor drawing. I lock myself but yet I want to feel alive. Yes my soul is still in me. But I felt absolutely nothing. I want to achieve something but i fear the word of "LOST".
But it was my past history. Today, i still have my fear. But it was unlike back then. It was not my quotes. Still ,it was the reason why i achieved many thing.
What Do I FEAR?
I achieved many thing. It was usual people to doubt you. They ask what you do. They said you did nothing. I put them in my shoes. Really. They fail. People can't do what i do. Every each one of us have their own specialties. It was not fair to say they not doing their job just by your own judging. Don't feel let down just because they put you in the trash when they don't need you. Other people with a perfect eyes will see your talent and your capabilities. But you need to work hard.
It was not the face that makes you beautiful, it was the aura. If you want people to love you, you need start love yourself first.
And don't judge someone capabilities just because they not sweet talker, don't say they not good before you investigate, don't say they good just because they "look good". Mingle with someone different than you, go to out of nowhere place. You will learn valuable thing more than you have right now. Don't hate your fear, by knowing it you will become stronger. Don't trust people who said you have no weaknesses. Don't trust people who speak about team work because they the one who don't understand. Team work no need to be speak, we do it.
I don't do romance. I never ask people to trust me. I don't do promise i know i can't fulfilled. I know what i want.
That's the way i am. That's the way i achieved thing. _miezan muyat